Daydream.

He opens his eyes and sees that shes still fast asleep, the morning is new but he cant help feeling old. When she awakes she gets out of bed and he helps her dress, so many years she cant recall... He opens his Bible and reads it to her most everyday, she smiles back at him, but she cant a word to say. Cause somewhere she knows that she isn't right, she begins to cry, her heart wants to speak her love but her mind just wont comply. And he cant help feeling alone though, she's still there, and their love was once so alive but, now shes lost in a daydream cant be brought back to shore, lost in daydream.

They sit on the couch and turn on the TV to pass the time, nothing to do, no one to see. He fights off the feeling that life is a game and his turn is up, but sometimes its all too much.. He puts her to bed, turns out the light, and he shuts the door. He lets out a breath, and closes his eyes. He opens a bottle and pours out a glass to numb the pain, angry at God, all that he can do is pray. And he cant help feeling alone though, she's still there, and their love was once so alive but, now shes lost in a daydream cant be brought back to shore, lost in daydream.
When he said, "Until death do us part, you'll have my heart." He could not have know, would not be death that would take, its life that would break him down. But someday he knows, he will be coming home, but until that day comes, he's still alone.

Feels like letting go.

Oh my love, help me open up my heart again, tear it open let the rain fall in wash this hardness underneath my skin. Oh my love, let me hear your voice come through, I want to know the love inside of you, make this dark heart believe in what is true. I know that in the dark there's a fear of letting go, I know it in my heart that I fear what I don't know, and this feels like letting go, I'm letting go... Its hard to trust when your hearts been broken times before, you pull the curtains and you lock the doors, swear you'll never go out anymore. I know that in the dark there's a fear of letting go, I know it in my heart that I fear what I don't know, and this feels like letting go, I'm letting go. Where I'm stepping out I can't see, and there is no sound. Seeming void becomes a solid ground, a sight I lost becomes the faith I found, and this feels like letting go, this feels like letting go, I'm letting go, I'm letting go.....