I believe in true love, I believe in love at first site, I believe that love conquers all. And that doesn't mean there isn't going to be hard days or difficult things to deal with, because there will be, but I'm coming to know that finding that person who does it for you, and knowing that that person loves you back, just makes it that much easier.. Hatred stirs up dissension, but love covers over all wrongs (Proverbs 10:12). I serve a sovereign, loving Lord, who blesses me with ones to love, and be loved by. However, I am in a war against an enemy that will not give up, making it hard to love, hard to be loved. The battle is long and hard, I am so exhausted.. but I'm fighting for love. Love of my Father, love of my king, and love here...
the only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.
-Chuck Palahniuk.
We've been through so much together, and despite how confused I have been or how lost I might have gotten, there was always you.. finding me, and saving me. You deserve to be ADORED! So I will adore you, for years to come, for eternity. I am so terribly in love with you, and I always will be. Amidst the war, amidst the battles, I can find refuge inner twined in the stronghold of Your wings. I am going home downhearted and hoping that I am somewhere close to a new beginning. I know there's a reason for everything that comes and goes,but so many people are looking for me to be strong and fight, but I'm just trying to survive... I may be weak, but I'm not defeated.. and I'll keep believing in clouds with that sweet, sweet silver lining. That beyond grey skies you stand with your hand on the hearts of this Earth. Some days I try my best to put on a brave face, but inside my bones are cold and my heart breaks.. but all the while, somethings keeping me safe and alive. I won't give up like this. I will be given strength and now that I have found it, nothing can take that away.
Sing Praises to my strong, and mighty, Father God.
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